What I learnt this past 5 days were disappointingly not much. All I could easily remember is I had always been confused. It was wasting a lot of my time because I didn't know if it was the best use of my time. I kept going back and forth doing multiple things at once keeping my self distracted. Strangely, I had fewer things done. I'm always contemplating and I should seriously do more and think less.
Alright, I am suppose to talk about what I had been learning and if I had been a better person than who I was last week.
I continued to watch more music theory lessons since last Monday, I would say about 15 of them, and I could understand them as soon as I finished them. Those are probably just the beginning but I find music theory is intriguing enough for me. I would like to have more understand in it.
Beside Music, I adjusted most of my MTG cards for sale last as I realized that Singapore MTG market is too saturated on cards. People simply already have all the low and mid end cards they want, either they have played long enough to justify the buy or they got it somewhere cheap. For high end card that is not the case, but since I don't have much high ends left so I usually go with the low and mid end business strategy. I round down TCG mid prices for all my cards, although a exception here and there, so when they are checked for market price, they will be seen below market average price. People will think they are getting a good deal thus my sales.
I also learnt that making my own green tea is much more economical than buying a bottle one. A 1.5L sugarless green tea would cost me $1.8 where it is only $0.50 if I make my own. I like the taste of the homemade one more, anyway.
I usually am pretty easygoing on my meals, but sometimes when time call I won't mind going for some classy options. Especially when I don't have to spend a single penny. I was invited to a belated birthday celebration dinner at W Hotel Sentosa by 2 friends of mine. Huge thanks to both of them or else I would never know how a $100 buffet dinner tastes like.
I would never know how much I needed love.
The reception at the buffet restaurant was a young girl, she was friendly, greet us with a smile when we arrived and was always smiling when seen. I think she was pretty, I was glad to have her around the restaurant as she helped a lot with our dinner mood that evening. My heart definitely skipped a beat or 2 whenever we met at the eyes. I had a crush on her, for 2 days.
Frankly speaking, she wouldn't be the one for me even if we got to spend more time together, it was just that her appearance had made me feel love was actually a thing in me. I still wanted to love and to be loved. She made me remembered I had cut off that emotion somewhere along the way in the past years for I thought it would be unnecessary given my current stage in life. I have other priorities at the moment and affection is probably not in the top 10 list at the moment.
I would want to thank her if I ever see her again; It was good to feel love again, it was good.
