Heavenly days.

Time is 10.06am.
Getting up so early,the feeling is definitely good,
no,
is great.
It's been a while since i saw the sun in the morning.
The warm feeling makes u feel like u have all the energy in the world,
Full of hope.
I was trying to put a song in my blog but i don't know the way of doing it.
So I spent like half and hour of reading all the information,
I still don't get it.
So I decided to gave it up.
But when turn my head towards the window I see the sun.
Then suddenly I feel like I should continue.
And so and so,
yes i manage to know the way of putting it my blog.
And yes,
that's the beautiful song u are hearing right now.

Sky of Love.

The time is 430am now,
My heart is very heavy now as if like going to doomsday.
After watching Sky of love with Sok Kwan i have the negative feeling with me till now.
I begin to think of all kind of very bad things.
Like if i die,where will i go.
Is death really means nothingness?Is death means gameover?
Is your own life the very important things then anything else?
And what if ppl around you are dying,what will you feel?
Are u feel lucky that the person dying is not u or u just afraid that one day u will become the one lying down there?
I just don't know.
Humans' life are just too short,and u will not know when your life will end.
When u start doing something that u like,then suddenly u know that u don't have much time to live,isn't it cruel?
Thats the reason why i don't wanna go for those things i want.
I just scare of losing them.
Isn't silly?
I just can't seems to cheer myself up as i kept thinking about those question...

Always remember,
God's not fair,
but thats one thing that he is very fair to everyone...
everyone has to die.