火曜日, 9月 1

Day 1, 500words

Om.
I’m going to start the habit to write everyday starting today. Each article has to be 500 words at least. At the same time, I’m also going to pick up the habit to read once again. I’ll be writing consciously,  by using all the English vocabularies I learnt. I always yearn for a good self expressing skill. I’m able to comprehend things quickly, but sometimes I find myself in vain when I try to explain them to the other.

( I realized it’s only 98 words by the end of this sentence, maybe I’m pushing too hard. )

Melvin is the head of the company, I’d even go as far as to say that without him it’ll cease to exist. He is a very knowledgeable guy and is also a very hardworking one. I’ve been with the company for 3 months when tomorrow comes, I’ve hardly seen any sloth from him. He’s married and he has his personal affair to worry but he’s always caring about the company. Fearful of his health, I sure hope he’ll slow it down a bit. But people are insatiable, some in the company don’t know it’s constraint, they keep asking it for more. So what if they have a lot of money? They’ll just squander them away in no time. It’s an immense amount of time an effort to keep a company running, and they are squeezing every bit of them left out of it. Just the thought of it is repulsive.  Their attitude change when the company forsakes them, when the time comes it’s all too late.

( Almost, hang in there, Tom.)

Recently, my childhood friend just quit his daytime job to start his own business, inviting all the capable people to help. I’m to be his anchored host for his show. (Yes, he is starting a TV programme. ) Naturally, he’s the producer of the show, his wife, back up anchored host. (Also yes, I’d like to think myself as the main anchored host thank you very much.) Even though I’ve never been one, but I’m not fearful, my dormant eccentric self’s always open to take on anything. Mainly things that aren’t going to shorten my lifespan. (Well, technically everything  we do shorten our lifespan, but you get the idea.) Also I’m a potato couch, oh no, I should say had been a potato couch. Before my PC there was only a TV set that connected me to the outside world. Yes, not even a telephone. It was that time, consisted entirely of my childhood, that made me watched an immense amount of TV shows. I learnt what reactions would occur when the hosts said something. I know what was welcome to say and the forbidden words. I know the important thing, the trifle matters. Imperceptibly, I thought I knew everything about a TV show.


Yes, some people are gifted, congratulations. But like the rest of our kind, that, I believe that was the only way to shine. Om. Om. 

日曜日, 8月 30

Building blocks

I think I should evaluate the things that I think are important in my life. Because life is really short, it doesn't leave you much time after most of it are used on things that don't make you. I have a vision of myself, albeit not a very clear one at the moment, what I wanna be. To achieve that final product, I need to lay everything that occupy my time at this point of life on a table and filter out those that are essentially not a potential building blocks for it. After that, let my life go on without them. No question asked, no guilt and be focus on everything I will be doing.