When until a certain amount of age,
a person will change.
Ayumi Hamasaki,
born in Fukuoka in 1978,
second of october.
she was brought up by her mother and granny,
or more appropriate,
her granny.
It is said that her father left her when she was very young,
reason unknown,
but so young that even though she had seen him,
she can't remember his look.
Having a child to brought up,
her mother was very busy at work,
leaving only ayumi,
and her granny,
thus ayumi was very close to her granny.
When ayumi was going for her very first singles,
she talk to her hospitalized granny who was in a coma state,
"Granny,I'm going to tokyo for my first singles,please wait for me to come back."
After telling her granny,
her granny shed tears,
it is not possible for a person in coma to have any action.
And then,ayumi left for tokyo,
when she was in tokyo,
she wrote a letter for her granny and faxed to the hospital,
but that's something she didn't know,
it was a letter of no recipant.
Ayumi then work under avex company,
until avex planned to have a collection album for ayumi.
It was 2001,
and only 3 years since ayumi came out to sing.
why is it so fast to have a collection,
does it mean it's the end of ayumi hamasaki's career?
This was how ayumi think at that time.
But even though under unwillingness,
it's still company's choice,
she still had to followed.
So the album came out.
The album's name is,
A Best.
Until now we still can tell how ayumi felt at that time everytime we see the cover of the album.
A very close up ayumi face,
with a tears drop.
But,
after the album was out,
the company came to ayumi said that they are trying to understand how ayumi feel.
And I don't know what did the company said to ayumi,
or what benefit they offered ayumi,
ever since,
I can no longer feel the sad,the deep,and...the reality in ayumi's eyes.
(P.S:wa very tired weekend i have ar,i wan to rest this week ar!!.)
