
Sometimes I just have to do things the way the others want,whether or not I am pleased for doing.Especially at the time when I just started working in my first job,I just had to swallow all the doubts you had into my stomach,and secretly suffer alone.It was a standard procedure for any green horn who have just stepped into the society,no matter what nuisance stuffs you have had been doing.If you want to be respectable by others,instead of training on your skills,I would suggest you to tame your instinct on handling problems.Firstly,don't imitate others on what they do,that is going to be very irritating,and would not earn you any respect.Second,be a lively person,as lively as you could,and a lot of people would head to your side.Originally,I never thought that I would be in F&B industry,I had been unconscious in life till the age of 14,though.And I signed the contract without even notice what was going to come,I had to fulfill the contract made between me and the company,it would had been a breach if I had failed to do so.I remember,when ever I was having some conflict,I would not be the one being belligerent,I would always be the one who would say some witty comments,and then "whoosh",I would be gone.I know that is rather absurd or being cowardice to you guys,but being smashed to smithereens is no better to end up in a jail,isn't it?I would let the others to occupy the empty rooms in prison rather than myself,the jail I have been mentioning is in a city decorated with a lot of clovers in the streets,and is by the ravine,nice scenery,though.If you had been doing bad deeds and end up in some provincial court,some bystanders would barge in and throw those year old eggs on your already messed up face while you were waiting to be purged,and when you were just starting to fight back,then get a "Thud!Thud!Thud!shush!!!"by the judge,I don't think you would be happy about that.However,even if you could survive the humiliation at the court,once you are in the jail,who is going to nullify the conflict between and your room mate?You would be oppressed by the laws.What you could do,was attaching your self on the tree with a rope,looking at the titania star in the sky,to express your compelling will of of regrets being despicable.