The incident last weekend made the following Monday terrible for me, as I kept thinking about it the whole day. I managed to pull through, and the rest of the week was quite peaceful for me. I had many thing planned when I got my first salary. I had to make every penny counts as I didn't deserve much. I'm going to make my self worth more at the same time enjoy the process. I don't want to earn money like a droid.
I'm starting to feel like since my thoughts are starting to get crowded with stuffs I want to do, I don't have much else for other tasks, like my reacting and expressing my thoughts. I'm sure working on those issues. I want to spend least effort for expressions at the same time being able to convey them surely.