Best invention are done by worst intentions.

Chill, I'm gonna take go out and take some photo tomorrow. I think late afternoon, somewhere between 4pm-6pm, is a good timing for the plan. I've gotta find a theme to go along with it, though, I'm trying to not just take photos, but make them. Because when I think of how Maurice see his photography, he always let his camera and lens take charge on how his photos turn out to look. Basically, what I'm trying to say is that if he hands his photography gears to another person, who at least knows how to press the shutter button, the shot that will be taken will more or less look the same. The photography online lessons I've been attending in the past 2 weeks have thought me that every good photos have a story to tell. The photographer is the author of the story, he must carefully write it, make sure its sentences flow smoothly, are passing a clear message. Yes, sometimes the camera and the lens will get everything right, which surprises even the photographer itself. But good photos are the ones followed closely the intentions of the photographers. The viewers reaction should be more or less be predicted by the person who shot it, or even before he did.

Puzzled Maze

I feel so uneasy with my father and decong around, that seem to spoil the balance of the peacefulness in my house. I feel restrained with them around, so strange. They are by no mean strangers to me, but I just can't bring myself to talk to them sincerely. I usually want to complete my daily tasks when I have free time , but with them around I have so much more to worry. I gotta change this situation, else it will hinder my training. Like now, I'm writing just to make myself follow my training schedule, it should continue no matter what is stopping it. After this, I'm planning to do one more thing. Maybe listen to some music and read for 20 mins, or play my FF13-2, yeah, probably that. I'm quite inclined to watch some Premier pro, inDesign, or Photography videos but I have watched a couple of them already this afternoon, so I'm probably not going to until tomorrow. I think I also have some tasks to complete, I can find them in my to do list. I better sort them out or else they gonna get piled up. That's cool, I get to sort my thoughts within 20 mins, I plan to spend a whole afternoon to concentrate on that task. Most likely gonna do it in Starbucks, ones with outdoor sit so I can observe people, observe life. Slow down, think, slow down even further. That is a luxury to me, I, like most people at this age, am occupied with 1 too many worries to slam the break. I like to think, I also like to think why I think. Sometimes I think before I realised why or how I think, I like to know the causes. By writing them down is the best way I can think of, there are probably a better way out there, but I just gonna try to write them down once before I start judging which is the winner.

Yeah, write them down, think, write more of them down so I can interpret them visually, to see what is not necessary, keep the gem, streamline my thought process.