Timmy, Johnny, and Spike

Three more hours till I knock off from work today, but I'm already feeling very tired.
I've only slept for 5hours or so today, which I thought was going to be enough, but it seems unlikely.
As sleep is very important for me, I won't behave normally if lacking it, I could easily be out of control for having not enough sleep.
So one of my objectives in a day is to ensure I have sufficient amount if sleep.

If possible, I try to avoid writing a blog entry that is either depressing or unhappy, though, creating one often leads to another eventually.
But sometimes I just couldn't keep my emotional side in check, I had got no choice but to let it out.
I write silly stuffs if whenever I'm feeling down or am thinking too much problems that I couldn't digest thoroughly, things like criticising on incidents happened in my daily life, magnifying trivia matters, and discussing about how much I hate my life are among those topics that I have liked to exert.

Writing to whine about stuffs, sounds healthier than those wrist cutting, thieving, and poison drinking methods right?
Well, sometimes it certainly would get the job done, sometimes it just wouldn't.
I admit it is a good way to release my frustration about life, but sure there are more better ways.

I really hope I could find a person that are willing to share with me my thoughts, sadness, moral, joy, and...


myself.

"I want a banana this big!"

Alright, I'm feeling extremely hungry now, the hunger might make me resort to instant noodle when I'm home in 1 hours time.

If possible, I tend to avoid eating anything besides apple 4hours before I sleep. As to sleep with a bloated stomach is not a very pleasant feeling anyone would feel.
One of my the other reasoning is I could eat in the morning so why should it be at night?
Moreover, breakfast is a healthier meal then supper I suppose.

So I'm struggling with the decisions of to eat or not to eat later, though, I think I might surrender myself to the craving of food for this time.

Despite the fact that I like working till early in the morning, but sleeping late with an almost empty stomach is bad, at least for my diet plan.


The difficulty of maths is really an interesting territory to me as I find it rather enlightening.
Three days since I started my learning in maths I find that it not only teaches you how the maths formulas work but also changes your way of thinking in solving problems.
I think, I still got much more to learn on maths.

I guess this should be it for today for today has been quite a normal day for me,

Bonam noctem.

When you only have hammers, all your problems look like nails.

Today, I woke up at 930 am again.
As usual, I went down to the coffee shop to buy my breakfast, however, the choice I made, having vegetarian food, was unusual.
That choice seemed to be a fairly good one, as I didn't feel the greasy feeling in my mouth which I would feel if I had taken coconut rice for my breakfast.

I might continue the making of the right choice for a few days in a week.


Since I had started to go deep into maths, which means I had stopped doing English home works, but that is not going to stop my will in continuing the learning of this language.
What I do now, for familiarize myself with the language, is to cultivate a habit of reading everyday, in Chinese or in English. (However, the latter is still in my priority now.)
I had thought of a few good ways to improve my fluency in English is that to adapt myself in a English speaking environment, but I don't think it will happen anytime soon as most of the places, if not all, I will be in are mostly filled with Chinese speaking people.
Some do speak English, though, in a broken way. ( In that way I could even speak better than some of them.)

Well, since I can't change the surrounding anytime soon, in the mean time I should try and figure the language out on my own.


Tomorrow's Friday, which is my day off in a week.
I don't have any plan for it nor do I want to have, as if you have been following my blog you should have known that I'm currently trying to save some money, so the less outing for my life is the less I will spend.
However, I won't mind entertainments that require me to only pay little silvers or not at all.
For instance playing computer games at my work place.
As far as I hate to do a job that don't require me to use my brain a lot, I like my work place environment, as in for gaming.
It is a almost fully lit room, with other peoples computers adjacent to yours at a comfortable distance.
Well, to be honest, the best thing of it is I don't have to pay a single penny for my gaming session while there.

I think I will come (I'm still at my work place.) down and play games tomorrow, but I can't decide the time for it now.


For some mysterious factors, my tummy width seemed to be in check for the moment, I shall continue to make it sustainable.


Until next time, may your always have a tummy under your control. ( Yeah, taken from Mr. Mark Rosewater with some tweaks.)

Passion for passion

I woke up at 930am today, went to a coffee shop to get my breakfast, my house is just 2mins walk away from it.
Had been in a 10mins queue in front of a coconut rice stall, there were about 7-8 person queuing in ahead of me.
A lady who was with who look like her grandchild came talking to the stall helper out of nowhere, who was serving customers at that moment, I couldn't hear clearly what was the content of their conversation, I just saw the old lady customer was pointing here and there at the food racks, which contained the cooked food that were ready to be served.
Finally it was my turn to make order when I realised what the old lady had been talking.
The stall helper didn't ask me what I would like to go along with the rice that I was going to order(she knew I would ask for coconut rice, since I would go her stall 4-5 times a week.), instead, she started packing a mysterious order which I didn't see any one ordered.
After packing the breakfast on the unknown, she handed it over to the old lady who had been talking to her.
To be honest, I wasn't bothered by it, I just thought that how come she( the stall helper) would let a person to have his/her order earlier than those who had been queuing?
I know it was just a trivia matter, and I'm not very keen to talk about it here,
it is just that,


I don't have any idea of what I should write in this blog today.


I started reading a mathematics text book today since so long, to my surprise the questions were very tricky, not that I couldn't solve, it is just that, as it was a books supposed to target those primary 5 kids, I was bewildered how could a kid at the age of 11 understand there mind teasing questions?
Nonetheless, I kinda like how maths work when I slowly remembered how it should work, even though I haven't gone into it quite deep yet, but I certainly will like it when I do.

Tomorrow's another working day, and the day after will be the day of friends gathering, for some fun, silly talking, and food.


Until then, may you always will be able to understand what I'm trying to convey in English.

Incendio

Finally, I have finished doing my last page of homework for my English text book.

I will start my maths tomorrow, which is at a same level as a Primary 5's.
However, I will still continue reading English articles for the upcoming days with maths.


Recently, or more specifically, a few days ago, I started reading articles and news about the card game: Magic: The Gathering.

Especially articles from the fantastic lead designer of many expansion sets: Mark Rosewater.
His articles are great, and made me think that reading them is the same as listening to him face to face.

As usual, whenever I'm interested in something or someone, which I seldom do, I like searching for more information about them.
Thus, I requested to be friend with him on Facebook.


My stomach has not been getting narrower than before, it is in fact growing horizontally.
I have tried to eat lesser for my usual 3 meals, but still the width of the stomach hasn't been cut.
Nonetheless, I'm not too surprised with that as I haven't been exercising.
I control my diets, try to get enough sleep everyday, keep myself under control all the time,
but deep in my heart I know something is still missing,
and the thing is exercise.
Not because I haven't thought of it nor I'm lazy doing it, simply because the reason which I have stopped exercising can't be reasoned easily.


If I was to start exercising,
it is not for someone, it is for myself.
I have set it aside some time ago, and if I ever want to pick it up again,
I have to be sure there is no stopping in it.


Therefore, I'm not afraid to start exercising, it's the stopping that scares me.

Phytoplanktons' wishes

I'm drinking a canned drink now, an unhealthy beverage I supposed, though, I was asked by my colleague to share with him.

Last week had been an average week for me, as in my emotion.
The week started off with me going to work and knocking off everyday on time ( well, the knocking off part isn't always correct), having sufficient money to last through out it.

Overall, I lived that peaceful week controlling myself not to do some regrettable deeds and keeping my daily diets in checked.

A brand new week has just begun, and many unexpected things are all about to happen soon.
Be it good or bad, what's important is my will of never-give-up, with the right will and mind able to control my weaker sides, it has the potential to turn any depressing issues into meaning full thoughts.

I shall keep myself strong, otherwise I won't be able to start a new life with anyone.


Upgrading myself with books and cultivating good habits surely are in the part of my schedule.
Although I still can't throw my temptations aside, but I'm trying to do that whenever I have the chance.

As part of my schedule, too, I went to a book shop to get a maths text book in the afternoon.
When I reached the shop, I try to browse the text books in different learning level.
From Primary 5 to Secondary 1, I figured myself was on a level somewhat between late Primary 5 to early Primary 6, thus I bought a Primary 5 one thinking since it had been ages I stepped into this subject I better continue from the beginning.

Having the need to pack dinner from home, I went back after a 10mins wait in the queue.

Not long after I started my work for today I remembered a movie award had recently been held, so I thought of searching in the internet for the recordings of it.
I usually don't watch awards, unless it had my favorite celebrities attended.
And it did.
I have been watching the recordings I found on Youtube since 7 P.M. and I still haven't finished them yet, however, the time now is almost 1 A.M. and I have to leave my workplace soon.
I guess I will have to continue them tomorrow.

Bonne nuit.

有一种深度，叫做无知

Woke up from a 5hrs sleep today at 9 A.M..
I decided to have a merely 5hrs sleep because I wanted to have breakfast; I'm cultivating this habit.
Awoke from sleep with a hungry stomach would make me feel, well, hungry.
I think that could have been me declined to eat anything before sleep these days, so I would always wake up with an empty stomach and thus I could have the appetite for breakfast.
I have heard breakfast is very important as part of a person's daily meals.

Originally, I planned to go to a bookshop and get a mathematics text book today, but I did not.
Trying to save some money made me changed my mind on that, but still I think getting the maths book I need for studying is inevitable as my English text book really is going to finished soon.
Let me calculate how much I get to spend this week, and once I got the budget I will promptly get one.
I reckon by next week I should have a new text book for studying.


I reached my work place early today, roughly 2 hours prior to my work time with the intention of playing some games before starting work.
I did, played some fine games, along with some interesting online player who I hadn't had a chance to meet in real life yet, not that I want to.
After the relaxing 2 hours, as I started my work on time.

Got myself understood what task had I been assigned, and hoped today would be another day when I could end my work peacefully.
Well it really have been, 33 minutes more to end work.
I'm even with a filled stomach, which is a rare scene I supposed.
It has a reason for that, but I would rather keep it to myself than sharing here.


Buenas noches.

Listen to Your Tears

A friend of mine, who had been playing some computer games with me yesterday evening, suggested we should head down to city at the time.

I thought that was quite a crazy idea as time was going to be 8P.M. soon, by the time we reach the city area it would be close to 9P.M..
Going down to the heart of the country at that hour without any necessity activities would be sort of boring I guess, nevertheless, we headed down after signing out from gaming shop we were at.

The night life had started as soon as we reached the shop, which was around 9P.M., our friends were already there, which were the main reason we decided set foot on the city at that late.

They helped us in booking 2 gaming stations, so by the time we reach we wouldn't have to wait; My friend and I had been waiting on the bus we took for going down to city for more than an hour.

In the middle of our gaming session, a man came to me and talked with me that a guy in my gaming clan had recently offended a gaming clan of his.
I went in the conversation and tried to understand the situation regarding the matter, well, even though I already what had happened between his clan and mine, I did that just because I wanted to be nice to him and not causing anymore unhappy emotions from him.
In the end, I had the guy understood that it had all been an misunderstanding; never had and wouldn't have anymore hard feeling between our clans.

My friends and I played much games before we decided to leave the gaming shop at roughly 1A.M., after settling the bill we separated into 2 groups: The friend who went down with me a group as we stay near each other(quite so), and the 2 other a group.

After bidding farewell with one another my friend and I took a walk around the city, to our surprise it was still filled with people here and there even though the clock was ticking to 2A.M. in less than five minutes.

We were feeling hungry, and went on in search for some food ideas, eventually we settled ourselves on instant noodles.

After which we took a bus home, safely and sound.