Emotional person, depressing people

I'm always attempting to treat each day equally, but sometimes initiative isn't on me. When that happens, depressing businesses tend to follow. This morning, the main water tap in my house is further damaged due to my father's failed attempt at fixing it the previous night. To say the least he wasn't in a very good mood since he was blamed for the failure. Anyway, he managed to have it patched before noon, and he started bragging about his success. Normally when a person does this, it is fine as long as the person knows when to stop. But my father had established many false accusation on my sisters and mother for exploiting the equipment in the house, with a yelling voice. Needless to say that let everyone in the house felt annoyed and that sets the stage for the afternoon issue.

Just when I was checking out my computer in my room, my father who went out awhile ago came back and asked me to attend to him in the living room. I know something was wrong. He started mentioning (in a shouting manner) my sisters and mother, saying that they should pay him more respect. He was very agitated and I knew argument had been made when he was outside, probably with my little sister. (hint: she doesn't like him. I also knew it must have been some sort of miscommunication errors that lead to this but I had decided last year that I would stop worrying and let them be). I interrupted him, telling him I don't wanna care anymore, and went for the door. Leaving him alone, he was even smashing things when I was outside the door.

This is just his personality, the way he handles his emotion and other's. He is old and probably don't want to admit his incapability, because it is already too late for any changes to happen anymore.

Shaping up

I've just managed to pick up my exercise habit again since I want to stay in good shape once more. I had been growing horizontally due to stress by eating whenever I like, whatever I like. It has been roughly three months from the time I made this decision and overall it have seemed to work so far. I think exercise not only helps my body to stay in good shape but it also will make me look more presentable( to my perspective, at least) thus making me more confidant interacting with others.

Challenging as staying in good shape may seems, it's really all about controlling diet and hitting gym to myself. I need to cut down on carbohydrates, but that's okay for me since I'm more a meat person than a rice person so I can just satisfy my stomach with lots of meat and it will forget what rice and noodle taste like sooner than expected. As for hitting the gym, that's also fine for me since I have more free time after quitting my job(family matters).

Yes, telling my self to take a break from computer is also an excellent motivation to keep myself away from the desk since I rely on computer so much now.

Nyan Nyan Nyan

I always want to have a pet, seeing life wouldn't be complete without one. I think there are good for a person's mental health as they act as listener (who are especially bad at talking back.) if you need one. The potential effects of their lubrication on people's relationship also can't be neglected.

The reason that is stopping me is I live with my family so I have to concern about their opinions, too. My sister has an allergic nose, it will get itched even with the slightest disturbance. If argument breaks out because of that, then the whole pet-lubricates-relationship thing would be pointless.

Besides living space, there is also financial and time issues. I think I can definitely afford the food, but having a pet doesn't mean feeding it but also taking care of their health, too. I've heard their medication are costly and at this point of time it is really out of the question for me. Time would also be an issue for me(not at the moment, though) thus I must consider thoroughly adding an extra member to my family.

 By the way, If I was allowed one I will without a doubt choose cat as my pet. (Don't you think their indifferent, uninterested and selfish behavior are so attrative?)