If two past lovers can remain friends, it's either they were never in love or they still are.

Currently my net book is filling most of my free time.
I use it to watch my favorite videos,search for information,and update myself with the recent activities of my favorite persons' blogs.
Just because the computer is used for fulfilling those tasks doesn't mean I like to do that.
One of the reasons been,besides its battery was hot,I felt everything else was cold.
It's mouse,keyboard,display was chilling.
Sometimes,I just couldn't stand the coldness that came from this IT product.
Although by whining here won't stop me from using it anytime soon,however if I'd a choice,I wouldn't lay a finger on it.

I think I've slimmed down a bit,which is a good thing to me I suppose.
But still,I'm not at the right mood to start my work out yet,I don't know why,I just think everything's going to seem wrong if I start it now.
I'll just leave my life as it's for the time being.

Tomorrow's Friday,but it doesn't really excite me except it's the day for my friend and I to play Blackshot and have meals together.
I know I've always enjoyed myself in it,but somehow I got the feeling that more could be gotten from it for me.
For now I'll just treat it as the right time for that hasn't come yet.

Giving up on what you've been doing's easy,but giving up on giving up's not.
I know that sounds old fashioned,but I'm trying to do the latter.
No one knows whether you can achieve what you want if you stick to your belief no matter what happens,but one thing I'm sure of's that even if you fail to meet your goal in the end you are going to be satisfied with yourself for having done it.


I guess this should be about all I've to say already,as my brain is shutting down at this hour.

Words that I have learned today:
Hed-Reference to an axe
Tendrils-A twisting, threadlike structure by which a twining plant, such as a grape or cucumber, grasps an object or a plant for support.
Castaway-Cast adrift or ashore; shipwrecked.
Vertebrate-Having a backbone or spinal column.
Wax and wane-To increase and then decrease, as the phases of the moon.
By and large-by and large
Dangle-To hang loosely and swing or sway to and fro.
Membrane-A thin, pliable layer of tissue covering surfaces or separating or connecting regions, structures, or organs of an animal or a plant.
Respires-To breathe in and out; inhale and exhale.
Perched-A rod or branch serving as a roost for a bird.
Metaphorical-A figure of speech in which a word or phrase that ordinarily designates one thing is used to designate another, thus making an implicit comparison, as in "a sea of troubles" or "All the world's a stage" (Shakespeare).
Breakwaters-A barrier that protects a harbor or shore from the full impact of waves.
Chicken wire-A light-gauge galvanized wire fencing usually made with hexagonal mesh.
Metamorphose-To change into a wholly different form or appearance; transform.
Seizure-The act or an instance of seizing or the condition of being seized.

Ask,and you shall receive.

(No pictures,sigh.)

I woke up at 1130 am.

Darren had lent me a novel a few days ago,so I decided to read it instead of doing my English homework this morning.

And so I did after I had eaten my lunch.
I headed to work at 330pm along with my dinner which was already prepared in the afternoon.

After I reached my work place,I saw two strangers,both of whom were wearing jeans and shirt,inside Aloha's office sitting and chatting with my superior.

Because I skipped the task of doing English homework in the morning,I do that in the afternoon instead.

It went quite well as I had quite gotten myself to understand what the text book for the English homework is trying to say.
Not to mention as it is meant to target lower secondary student,I would be depressed if I couldn't make it.

After my colleague,who would be working today's night shift with me had arrived,it was about the time for dinner.

I'm always hungry,however I normally would wait for standard meal time if I were to eat something since I'm on a diet now,otherwise I might lost count of how much food I had eaten.

A video of my favorite show is essential when I am taking my meal,it's like a extra seasoning to my food,it never fails to make my food look ever more delicious.
Youtube have always been the place where I watch the videos,I'd choose the 240p resolution settings when I was at home and 480p when I was at the work place.

Last but not least,I've got something to tell:
"When I had given the answer to what ever question I have been asked,please,believe it,else don't even ask me from the beginning."

Words that I have learned today:

Wreck-The act of wrecking or the state of being wrecked; destruction.
Roam-To move about without purpose or plan; wander.
prick-The act of piercing or pricking.
Manoeuvres-A controlled change in movement or direction of a moving vehicle or vessel, as in the flight path of an aircraft.
Grasping-Exceedingly eager for material gain; avaricious.
Jewry-The Jewish people.
Orthodox-Adhering to the accepted or traditional and established faith, especially in religion.
Atonement-Amends or reparation made for an injury or wrong; expiation.
Impoverished-Reduced to poverty; poverty-stricken.
Subsistence-The act or state of subsisting.
Warranted- Authorization or certification; sanction, as given by a superior.
Convulsion-An intense, paroxysmal, involuntary muscular contraction.
Folklore-The traditional beliefs, myths, tales, and practices of a people, transmitted orally.
Aquaculture-The science, art, and business of cultivating marine or freshwater food fish or shellfish, such as oysters, clams, salmon, and trout, under controlled conditions.
Burgeoning-To put forth new buds, leaves, or greenery; sprout.

The freshwater eel at the smokehouse

Today,I awoke at 9am even though I went to bed at 3am yesterday.
After I had my face washed and my teeth brushed,I went downstairs to the coffee shop I have been eating breakfast at and got my self some coconut rice as my breakfast.
Freshly cooked coconut rice together with stir fried cabbage,minced meat and water chestnut wrapped with fried bean curd skin,and not to be missed the famous poached egg(I translated it from Chinese to English with online translator and it got me this name)!
Either way,I am filled with energy!

How ever,I decided to skip my lunch,not really "skip"as I ate an apple for it,but still I didn't want to eat too much.
I'll be going down to town with my friends later,so am I settling my dinners with them too.

I Have been spending my time at work reading a National Geographic's magazine,which darren lent it to me.
I was surprised it totally suits my kind of taste in magazines.
I read almost all the pages,I even would paused at the amazing photos for minutes before flipping over the next page.
To nobody surprise,there are a lot of words that I didn't know what are their meaning but that also gave me a chance to go look out the dictionary and check for those,I think it would a good way to expand my vocabulary knowledge for English.

I apologize it my blog entries have been boring,nonetheless as I promised my self to write one everyday no matter what I still have to squeeze something out.

Lastly,R.I.P the Rosewoods from Madagascar.

Words that I learned today:
Incest-Sexual relations between persons who are so closely related that their marriage is illegal or forbidden by custom.
Indulge- To yield to the desires and whims of, especially to an excessive degree; humor.
Conceive-To become pregnant with (offspring).
Turmoil-A state of extreme confusion or agitation; commotion or tumult.
Handouts- Food, clothing, or money given to the needy.
Reel-A device, such as a cylinder, spool, or frame, that turns on an axis and is used for winding and storing rope, tape, film, or other flexible materials.
Falloff-To decline or diminish.
Coup-A brilliantly executed stratagem; a triumph.
Bare-Lacking the usual or appropriate covering or clothing; naked.
Felling-To cause to fall by striking; cut or knock down.
Swell- To increase in size or volume as a result of internal pressure; expand.
Conservationist-One that practices or advocates conservation, especially of natural resources.
Ax- To chop or fell with or as if with an ax.
Pirogue-A canoe made from a hollowed tree trunk; a piragua.
Brooding- The young of certain animals, especially a group of young birds or fowl hatched at one time and cared for by the same mother.

Pharaoh's funerary mask

At 11am today,my alarm clock sounded, I snoozed it for another 30mins.
I did that once again on 1130am.
I finally got up at 12pm.
While waiting for my lunch to be made,I surfed the internet and found out that I had caught the King mouse I had been hunting in a game called Mousthunt on Facebook.

I had my lunch at around 1pm,then I continued doing my English homework,also in the meantime I watched some youtube videos.

I went to shower before heading to work at around 330pm.

My eyes have been feeling some kind of dryness
I have never felt before,it has been very irritating to me sometime that I couldn't concentrate on anything as my eyes felt the pain every time I wanted to look at words or pictures.
Especially at a computer's screen.
I know the time for my daily life that me exposing in front of a computer has gotten far to much that my eyes were getting more and more stressful.
But sitting in front of a computer is part of my job,I can't do anything to it if I still want to survive.
I apologize to you my eyes,but you have got to be strong for a little while more before I find another job.
My neck has been getting more and more stiff too.

I like to follow others' blogs when I am bored,but not those with them writing their daily life,but those with words that come from the inner self.
Some thoughts is better to write it down than to say it out.I's totally agree with it.
And I came by a inspirational blog that have a quote which I think is very meaningful.
Simple words,complicate feeling that I would like to share it here.

" The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long."

Words that I learned today:
Atrocious-Extremely evil or cruel; monstrous.
Basking- To expose oneself to pleasant warmth.
Militant-Fighting or warring.
Veteran-A person who is long experienced or practiced in an activity or capacity.
Categorically-Being without exception or qualification; absolute.
Dictator-An absolute ruler.
Fuse-A cord of readily combustible material that is lighted at one end to carry a flame along its length to detonate an explosive at the other end.
Embody-To give a bodily form to; incarnate.
Unperturbed-Calm and serene; unruffled.
Good grief!-An exclamation of surprise, shock, or amazement.
Memento-A reminder of the past; a keepsake.
Hiatus-A gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break.
Heighten-To raise or increase the quantity or degree of; intensify.
Brimstone-Sulfur.
Prohibition-The act of prohibiting or the condition of being prohibited.

Dizziness is a element in my life.

From 4 am till now,I have not thought of what I want to write in my blog.
I guess I will spend some time watching my favorites videos before I continue.

My colleague talked to me about a movie called that have been drawing audiences' attention to the real piranha.
I watched the movie just now,in a way that skipped all the scenes except those violent ones(I guess that is the reason why this movie have been catching so much attention),and I find that it is not a movie that I will pay to watch.
Mainly because I think it is just another movie that sells violence,hot girls and monsters.
It comes with lame storyline,shallow characters and non-stop of shouting and screaming.
I do not think I would want to sit inside a cinema 2hrs because of those stuffs.

I starting to feel that I am running out of ideas of what to write in blog everyday.
So I made a decision that I will just note down what comes to my mind at the time.
I want improvements for my ability to speak and write in English well,but the lacking of the right environment is pulling my schedule.
Even though I have been trying to read,write,and think in English more,still,I do not think these are enough.
I need an environment that I can put myself into and and only English is allowed in it.
Most probably than not,I know my English has been improving these days although not by a lot.
Also,I have been trying to improve my handwriting as well.
My handwriting has been known for its famous dancing pattern,you could even recognize it just by that.
See?I have been improving myself,the thing is I just cannot get a chance to express it.
What is the problem here?

For the whole day,I do not feel quite right about myself,my voice has been lowered,I cannot even hear it clearly,my eyes are feeling so dry that I thought they would start burning any moment,and I feel my neck is stiffer than my cock.

I am starting to fall again.

I have become a person that is losing his sense gradually,a person that will not be able to hear,taste,smell,feel,see in the end.
Will I be able to stop that from happening?
God has the idea.


"I","I","I",you noticed there is many "I" in this paragraph,
because I am afraid that I might lose the memory of myself one day.


Will the earth spin faster if I smile more often?
Will the terrorism be eliminated completely if I smile more often?
Will it bring the dead back to life?
Cannot you think it might be because I forgot which are the muscle groups that is used to control my smile?

Stop asking me why I do not do it often.

Louse-Any of numerous small, flat-bodied, wingless biting or sucking insects of the orders Mallophaga or Anoplura, many of which are external parasites on various animals, including humans.
man-of-war-A combat ship
parch-To make extremely dry, especially by exposure to heat.
novel- A fictional prose narrative of considerable length, typically having a plot that is unfolded by the actions, speech, and thoughts of the characters.
toddler- One who toddles, especially a young child learning to walk.
ritual-The prescribed order of a religious ceremony.
gland- A cell, a group of cells, or an organ that produces a secretion for use elsewhere in the body or in a body cavity or for elimination from the body.
catalyst-Chemistry A substance, usually used in small amounts relative to the reactants, that modifies and increases the rate of a reaction without being consumed in the process.
enzymes-Any of numerous proteins or conjugated proteins produced by living organisms and functioning as biochemical catalysts.
mound- A pile of earth, gravel, sand, rocks, or debris heaped for protection or concealment.
hectare-A metric unit of area equal to 100 ares (2.471 acres)
curb- A concrete border or row of joined stones forming part of a gutter along the edge of a street- Abbr. St. A public way or thoroughfare in a city or town, usually with a sidewalk or sidewalks.
recess-A temporary cessation of the customary activities of an engagement, occupation, or pursuit.
cessation-A bringing or coming to an end; a ceasing
excavate-To make a hole in; hollow out.

17.10.10

It is 1:12 am now.
I am currently still at my work place which is a lan gaming shop.
For the past 3-4 hours,the shop has been very busy due to a recent released Downloadable Contents of a game called "Left 4 Dead".
Although it has been very busy,I were still able to do my English homework while handling the crowd with the help of a colleague.
And just about 5 minutes ago,I finished doing it.
It was a relief to me as I still have got a blog which is the one I am writing now to write today.
Well,let us get started.

I woke up at about 1:30 pm today and I noticed a text message sent from Maurice-a friend of mine.
"I am going to Aloha(My work place) now."
He sent me that.
Today is Saturday,I will be starting my work at 5pm,so I would have about a little more than 3 hours of gaming time if I join him once I had my teeth brushed.
Once I had myself ready,I then realize I haven had my lunch settled yet.
That is because I did not notice the food on the dining table;i did not know my father already had the lunch ready for me.
I bring the food to my work place because I did not want to waste my time eating at home;I could eat them when I started work.
However,I am feeling kind of hungry now for the lunch was the only meal I had today.
Maybe I will get something to eat when I go for a walk with Maurice later.

Our clan had a lot of Clanwars yesterday.
Even though we lost to the powerful "Rejects" clan,we still manage to have the last laugh several of the decent clans we got paired into.
That is every one's efforts,without it there is no way we could have done that.
LastBullet,Hoh eh!

I noticed that I usually will not look into another person's eyes when I am talking to him/her.
I do not mean to be rude,I just feel weird looking into others eyes.
Even for just a second,I still do.
But what contradicts is,I could have a good expression with a person just by looking at his/her eyes.
Eyes do not betray its owner,if a person is kind,the eyes say it all;if a person is dreaded,the eyes is going to tell me that,that is what I believe.

Today is my father's birthday,but I still haven thought of what I should get for my father,I guess will leave that to my sisters.

Father,Happy birthday.

Words that I learned today:
Mouth off-To complain or say what you think without showing respect for others.
Recluse-A person who withdraws from the world to live in seclusion and often in solitude.
Maiden-An unmarried girl or woman.
Poverty-The state of being poor; lacks of the means of providing material needs or comforts.
Recite-To repeat or utter aloud.
Mesmerize-To hypnotize.
Rejoice-To feel joyful; be delighted.
Felon-An evil person.
Garner-To amass; acquire.
Tentative-Not fully worked out,concluded,or agreed on; provisional.
Lodging-A place to live.
Brawls-A noisy quarrel or fight.
Flattering-To compliment excessively and often insincerity,especially in order to win favor.
Obligated-To bind,compel,or constrain by a social,legal,or moral tie.
Nonchalant-Seeming to be coolly unconcerned or indifferent.