I had a nightmare last night, it was scary.
In the dream, I killed somebody, left him somewhere in the wild, where it wasn't very remotely far. I lived in constant fear of the corpse getting discovered, I kept blaming myself and my friend for not choosing the location wisely. Oh, did I mention I had a accomplice? It was Jerii. He too was living in the same worry I had. Both of us were very scared, there wasn't anyone we could ask for help. Jerii even said he didn't even have his father inform. The world had just been split into 2 sides: Jerii and I, and everyone else. Somehow, I know I was in a dream, but being in that position was unbearable. I started trying to get out of that, being actually asleep, I woke up.
Killing people is probably 1 of the fastest method for shutting people up, as well as yourself, for the rest of your life. But it takes no effort from them.
火曜日, 1月 5
日曜日, 1月 3
I'm not stupid, maybe I'm
Hi guys, I knew yesterday was different, I did things that I have never done in a long time. I went shopping, THE SHOPPING. I go in a fashion shop, pick some clothes I fancy, go in a fitting room, try them out, and actually bought them. Unbelievable, right? Previously, the course of events were much complicated. I think over what I'm buying, 5 times, I go in 5 different fashion shop, finally pick some clothes I think "is OKAY", go in a fitting room and get out in 10 mins without even being able to remember what I wore, and put them back on the shelves. 5 times. I always ended up home empty handed. The feeling is weird, do I enjoy it? I can't say I'm.
What was so different this time? I think because I spent less time answering questions inside me and more time asking them. When I went to shopping previously, I only had myself to consult opinions, I was limited to what I knew then. I wasn't going anywhere. This time I actually had shop clerks to help me with my questions, they work in the shop and know their products a lot better than me. Which it was proven to be true.
Why didn't I do it until now? Very simple, because I didn't trust them, I thought that I would not want to bother asking questions if the answer I get is bias. But I was quite wrong. Since when answer weren't bias? The only time they weren't was probably when you and your twin sibling asked your mum which of you draw better. So I know answers were almost always bias. What could I do with them if I want my questions to be answered by a different person other then myself? I get answers from others, and then I filter them myself. That was like hitting 2 tigers with 1 stone (not like you should ever do that). My questions were answered, and I spent less time getting them.
So you should always ask questions, 1 more question you ask is 1 hours less thinking you do.
"A person looks stupid for 30 seconds when he asks a question, and lifetime if he doesn't."
What was so different this time? I think because I spent less time answering questions inside me and more time asking them. When I went to shopping previously, I only had myself to consult opinions, I was limited to what I knew then. I wasn't going anywhere. This time I actually had shop clerks to help me with my questions, they work in the shop and know their products a lot better than me. Which it was proven to be true.
Why didn't I do it until now? Very simple, because I didn't trust them, I thought that I would not want to bother asking questions if the answer I get is bias. But I was quite wrong. Since when answer weren't bias? The only time they weren't was probably when you and your twin sibling asked your mum which of you draw better. So I know answers were almost always bias. What could I do with them if I want my questions to be answered by a different person other then myself? I get answers from others, and then I filter them myself. That was like hitting 2 tigers with 1 stone (not like you should ever do that). My questions were answered, and I spent less time getting them.
So you should always ask questions, 1 more question you ask is 1 hours less thinking you do.
"A person looks stupid for 30 seconds when he asks a question, and lifetime if he doesn't."
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