Questing adventurer

I need to learn to be grateful. I decided to do that because I read an article last week on how not to be jealous of things. The very first rule described in that article was one has to be grateful to things. I thought it kinda made sense to me. I didn't give much thoughts to it (nor do I give anything else lately anyway), but it being the one of the few articles I read recently I wasn't presented much choices either.

But the sarcastic thing is, I've only just recalled it. It was the first thing I that came to me when I was short of things to say for a thank you message on Facebook. It kinda work, because the words that appeared on my display monitor were like something I read on my friend's wall. Those posts that made my eyes roll every time I come across them. I guess I should try not to be funny once in a while for my own good.

I've managed to build a diffuser for my speedlite, something that kept bothering me the past 2 weeks. I don't know if it help in my portrait lightning or not because it is no longer being the point to me, the point has become if I accomplished what I decided to accomplish. I like to get things done after they made me made up my mind. The moment when I decided to do something, they transform from 'things' into 'quest'. The worst feeling at this point of time is failing a quest, I would like to try my best to prevent it from happening and when I realise I'm not even trying I become very down and disappointed with myself. Yeah, shitty feeling.