Happy Chinese New Year 2016!

When you are alone, festivals don't bring you the same amount of joy as they do to the companied. People like to get confirmed on their idea, when you are alone and you are feeling positively, you need somebody else beside yourself to also tell you they are feeling the same way, too. Without them, your joy wouldn't be complete, because you are not sure if it is really what you feel like, or is it just you hallucinating. Some people feel a affirmation by a person is good enough, some need more. I am the former. True screams are buried under false music. 

This year's CNY is very unique to me and my sisters, because our parents are celebrating over Malaysia while we are doing it in Singapore. Even for me, who can be quite emotional but stays logical most of the time, the separation feel kinda tough. I hope my parents would not get too emotional over there, hope Teck Cong's sister will do a good job making them forget about the tough time we are going through now. 

After CNY, life will be back to normal for a while, I hope our things will get sort out by end of this year, or even before the start of June.