Solitary confinement

I supposed to wake up at 930am today,but end up at 10am today.
I was tired, for been in a fight between the reality and my mind.
The reality would try to push me to a corner of despair every so often,but my mind wouldn't permit that.
The reality is cruel,I know I need to convince myself to accept this truth at some point in my life,in fact I've been doing it.
But the point is,the task occasionally trips you along the way of the acceptance.
Whenever I fell,it's usual for me to find something to grab on.
Hands of friends have been among the most common thing I'd come by,but I realized I couldn't grasp tightly as they were all too fragile,too,I could only put a little part of my weight on them to let myself to stand up.
I've been looking for a more solid support for my case.

Perhaps the hand with a firm foundation hasn't arrive yet,or it just doesn't exist.

Another method would be to train my legs,so they could stand up by themselves without any external help.


I'm going to town after I ended my work today,which will happen in 31mins time if everything goes right.
I'm thinking of what should I eat later for my dinner,something cheap and nice would be great.
I'm starting to feel hungry now.
Only a packet of rice with stir fried bean sprouts,stew cabbages and a chili chicken balls supports me from 11am till now.

My the crack on the corner of my lips have been recovering,the dried skin had fallen off yesterday night and this morning revealing the new born skin.
I'm able to talk faster,talk louder and talk clearer today also didn't have to struggle putting food into my mouth anymore.
Yee-pee!

Words I came by yesterday!
Maiden trip- a ship's first voyage.
Absent-minded-Deep in thought and heedless of present circumstances or activities; preoccupied.
Precocious-Manifesting or characterized by unusually early development or maturity, especially in mental aptitude.
Weep-To shed (tears) as an expression of emotion.
Socialite-One prominent in fashionable society.
Inflict-To deal or mete out (something punishing or burdensome); impose.
Unwitting-Not knowing; unaware.
Tread-To walk on, over, or along.
Vengeful-Desiring vengeance; vindictive.
Strive-To exert much effort or energy; endeavor.
To no avail-Without any benefit or result.
Delicate-Exquisitely fine or dainty.
Cut the ground from under somebody/somebody's feet-To make someone or their ideas seem less good, especially by doing something before them or better than them.
Renaissance-A rebirth or revival.
Cellar-A room or enclosed space used for storage, usually beneath the ground or under a building.
Vast-Very great in size, number, amount, or quantity.
Juvenile-Not fully grown or developed; young.
Profuse-Plentiful; copious.