Sky of Love.

The time is 430am now,
My heart is very heavy now as if like going to doomsday.
After watching Sky of love with Sok Kwan i have the negative feeling with me till now.
I begin to think of all kind of very bad things.
Like if i die,where will i go.
Is death really means nothingness?Is death means gameover?
Is your own life the very important things then anything else?
And what if ppl around you are dying,what will you feel?
Are u feel lucky that the person dying is not u or u just afraid that one day u will become the one lying down there?
I just don't know.
Humans' life are just too short,and u will not know when your life will end.
When u start doing something that u like,then suddenly u know that u don't have much time to live,isn't it cruel?
Thats the reason why i don't wanna go for those things i want.
I just scare of losing them.
Isn't silly?
I just can't seems to cheer myself up as i kept thinking about those question...

Always remember,
God's not fair,
but thats one thing that he is very fair to everyone...
everyone has to die.