Music is the language of Earth. As long as there is Music, there will be no end of the world.

December 20, 2010
Sunny, have not been feeling sick already


I really envy the person in this picture, how I wish I'm the one in the picture. But I know I want to have another one beside me when I get the chance to go over sea. I have had enough of loneliness since young...I don't want to recall them. I know I can do the things I want to do with my own hands. Accomplish my tasks on my own. I must remember, I don't have all the people in the world who can help me, I must and can only rely on myself now. I have to keep on training myself to be someone who I can trust. Christmas's near, but I don't intend to celebrate it since I see no reason good enough for me to do so. I just want to live as peacefully as possible until my wings are fully grown so that I can get away from unpleasant situations comfortably. I don't want to put myself in danger yet, at least the time is not right for me to risk anything. I must not give up. Never give up. I must motivate myself. Yes, that is the way I want my path to be.

I cannot let my emotions get over my reasons. I know just now I did something a little out of control to a friend, but I know I will be more careful next time. I cannot fail because of this sort of stupid mistakes. Failure would not find me.