Rainy, Weary
I know I still can't quite speak English fluently but that is only a matter of time if I continue to bombard myself with this much of English reading everyday. I should not worry about it. I will not worry about it. I know I can. I just need to continue filling myself with English everyday as time allows.
Girls are deadly weapons to me and I know the reason why. Because they are sex appealing to me. If I want to get around them, I know I have two choices. One is to avoid them as often as I can and the other one is to not think about sex related topic when I'm with them. I think both of the options are valid enough to me to mix and match them when needed. I think it should not be a problem to me when I am calm. Just need to keep bottom half in check.
I know I can be affected by other people's life easily. I must stop that from happening too often and eventually stop it from ever happening. My life is the most important to me, nothing tops that and I cannot let it be affected by others'. I know best what my life's direction is and I cannot simply let it follow other people's life direction. I must be the captain of my life voyage. I must learn to protect it at all cost and not let it get injured. For I must shape my life the way I want in order to shape those of my love ones. Yes, I will remember it.
If I cannot write to you very day that doesn't mean I'm losing myself, it is just because I don't have anything worthy enough to share. I will save the material till the time when I feel I can write comfortably.
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