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Feeling down...
I don't know how much longer I can last...
There's so much things to be said...
So much things to be done...
Yet I'm alone...
What I'm seeing is...
No one else but myself...
My only audience...
Are my left and right ears...
Sometimes...
I even got betrayed by them...
What more can I ask for...
I'm alone...
After reading this...
I know you will want to help me...
But I also know...
I'm the only one who is able to help myself...
I'm in the middle of nowhere...
My ceiling's not the sky...
My legs can't feel solid floors...
I'm drifting...
On a road without U turn signs...
I'm on a ride that don't know how to make a turn...
In fact,it's too afraid to make any turns...
I know I can't pilot it yet I'm piloting...
I hoping to find a stop...
So I can refuel...
To tune the ride...
To prepare for starting a journey which I could make turns...
On a roads with U turns sign more than I can count...
And to be able to give others a ride...
To accompany me on my lonely trip...

This contents of this blog entry are depressing...
But I've nothing else on my mind now...
I hope at least it'll make me feel better to unload them here...
Here,my blog,won't feel sorry for me...
It just listen...
Won't give me opinions and advises which I don't need...
I don't have another option...
The person up for this job hasn't arrived yet...

I don't like and don own any good experiences at the current stage of my life...
Or was there...
A life?...

(I'll be good,don't ask me anything regarding this blog entry,even if you ask I won't talk.)

Words for today:
Lurk-To lie in wait, as in ambush.
Ominous-Menacing; threatening.
Moratorium-A suspension of an ongoing or planned activity.
Droplets-A tiny drop.
Snorkeling-To dive using a snorkel.
plume-A space in air, water, or soil containing pollutants released from a point source.
Docile-Ready and willing to be taught; teachable.
Naught-Nonexistence; nothingness.
Coffer-A strongbox.
Prospector-One who explores an area for mineral deposits or oil.
Petroleum-A thick, flammable, yellow-to-black mixture of gaseous, liquid, and solid hydrocarbons that occurs naturally beneath the earth's surface, can be separated into fractions including natural gas, gasoline, naphtha, kerosene, fuel and lubricating oils, paraffin wax, and asphalt and is used as raw material for a wide variety of derivative products.
Erosion-The process of eroding or the condition of being eroded.
Marshland-A marshy tract of land.
Substance-That which has mass and occupies space; matter.
Fisheries-The industry or occupation devoted to the catching, processing, or selling of fish, shellfish, or other aquatic animals.