05.10.10

I didn't really sleep well yesterday night,I don't know the reason.

I think a lot,especially whenever I am on my bed.About the deeds I have done,about the things I am doing,and about what should I be doing.Probably the reason of my sleepless nights have been that.I am currently lacking motivation,usually what people should have done at my age,I haven't even started yet,I know life's not fair,therefore I just need to to persuade myself over it.Would there be anyone out there who I can put the blame on?or should I even do that?

I guess not.

Looking at the half-filled glass of water which have been on the desk for the past hours,I dimmed the light,in the moonlit room,what I could do was smashing the keys,in order to express my feeling of the reluctant.

Words I have learned today:

Entangle-To twist together or entwine into a confusing mass;to complicate;confuse.

Scatter-To cause to separate and go in different directions.

Absurd-Ridiculously incongruous and unreasonable.

Scandalous-Causing scandal;shocking.

Prop-An object placed beneath or against a structure to keep it from falling or shaking;a support.

Put a sock in it-An impolite way to tell someone to be quiet.

Haphazard-Dependant upon or characterized by mere chance.

Unrestrained-No controlled or held in check;immoderate.

Remorse-Moral anguish arising from repentance for past misdeeds;bitter regret.

Undergo-To pass through;experience.

Agonizing-To suffer extreme pain or anguish.

Detest-To dislike intensely;abhor.

Shunt-The act or process of turning aside or moving to an alternate course.

Spew-To vomit or otherwise cast out through the mouth.

Unbounded-Having no boundaries or limits.