I'm at work, I'm supposed to look occupied with work. Mostly, I can't do the things I wish to do. I have to resort to secondary options like going to toilet, chit chat with colleagues, reading in a unconfortable manners. I'm not allow to sing, listen to music with out earphone, or do cleaning. I have to get ready anytime during work hour in the office which seems pointless to me. I'm waiting for orders from people I don't know, pretend to speak in the most professional and boring way I can think of. Emotionless, like a zombie. All because of money. For survivability. We were asked to do so. Do we have a choice? I believe yes. We are just not willing to step out of our comfort zone. We hate uncertainty, we want to feel safe, even if we risk sacrificing many more. We often get something big, but what we don't know is we are stopped from getting something bigger the smaller thing are too close to us, too close to our eyes and blocked our view or the bigger objects. Step back a bit, leave everything else where they are, you are deserved to see more things even bigger across the horizon.
Often time we don't have the courage to do so, even I who are constantly thinking of this, I need more than courage to do it. I'm not alone, there are several people with me looking at the smaller object at the same distance. What If I step back and they don't? Are they gonna believe me what I see? You have ways to make sure they do. You can sever your connection with them, so you won't have to explain what you see because you are not obliged to do so anymore nor they have any intention to know. The other one is you can tighten the rope that are tying you all together, so when you step back you pull them along as well and none of them will see different thing than you do. I don't know which one is the preferred way to do, nor which are more superior than the other. It's all up to personal preference, the one who are responsible are yourself. Choose, stick to it and be responsible is what every man, no, every human being should do. Don't live in other people's shadow or decision. Live yours, sever or tighten the rope is your choice. You are probably not the only person who are troubled with it, the other also have the cut or tighten dilemma, you can be the executor or be executed. You can also turn on passive mode all the way and eventually you will be left with yourself. That is essentially sever mode, but not actually, because you didn't make any choice so you are not responsible to anything. As far as my understanding goes, try to avoid that situation, that is not going to sculpt you in any way. Be active, take action. Good luck!
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