I have no idea what to wirte,
just feel like writing something,
i don feel good now,
been thinking many things.
I just find that my friend is getting further and further away from me ler,
or,
am i the one who is getting away?
i dunno.
i dunno what to do now,
no work,
no income,
well,
its not a problem to me if i don work,
but i tell u,
i am not going to like the feeling been staying at home for whole day,
i will be facing my laptop and surf those stupid website that other ppl like me will go too.
My father,
well i nv talked to him for almost 1 year already or more then that i don quite remember already.
ok his sister which is my auntie,
's son passed away,
i heard is still quite young,
because of brain tumor.
...
this bring back the issue of life and death to me again.
this is a issue i have always,and will always thought about one.
i dunno,
i just don understand since we all will go someday,
in the first place why should we come to this world?
to suffe,or to enjoy?
or sadly,
wait for the day to come?
is just a question that will nv have an answer while u are still living,
so,
be it.
friends are getting busy and busy,
leave just me alone,
they are all busy studying,
busy doing something they think is important,
stupid.
We live,we be memories,and eventually a history.
月曜日, 4月 28
Evolution or Revolution
When until a certain amount of age,
a person will change.
Ayumi Hamasaki,
born in Fukuoka in 1978,
second of october.
she was brought up by her mother and granny,
or more appropriate,
her granny.
It is said that her father left her when she was very young,
reason unknown,
but so young that even though she had seen him,
she can't remember his look.
Having a child to brought up,
her mother was very busy at work,
leaving only ayumi,
and her granny,
thus ayumi was very close to her granny.
When ayumi was going for her very first singles,
she talk to her hospitalized granny who was in a coma state,
"Granny,I'm going to tokyo for my first singles,please wait for me to come back."
After telling her granny,
her granny shed tears,
it is not possible for a person in coma to have any action.
And then,ayumi left for tokyo,
when she was in tokyo,
she wrote a letter for her granny and faxed to the hospital,
but that's something she didn't know,
it was a letter of no recipant.
Ayumi then work under avex company,
until avex planned to have a collection album for ayumi.
It was 2001,
and only 3 years since ayumi came out to sing.
why is it so fast to have a collection,
does it mean it's the end of ayumi hamasaki's career?
This was how ayumi think at that time.
But even though under unwillingness,
it's still company's choice,
she still had to followed.
So the album came out.
The album's name is,
A Best.
Until now we still can tell how ayumi felt at that time everytime we see the cover of the album.
A very close up ayumi face,
with a tears drop.
But,
after the album was out,
the company came to ayumi said that they are trying to understand how ayumi feel.
And I don't know what did the company said to ayumi,
or what benefit they offered ayumi,
ever since,
I can no longer feel the sad,the deep,and...the reality in ayumi's eyes.
(P.S:wa very tired weekend i have ar,i wan to rest this week ar!!.)
a person will change.
Ayumi Hamasaki,
born in Fukuoka in 1978,
second of october.
she was brought up by her mother and granny,
or more appropriate,
her granny.
It is said that her father left her when she was very young,
reason unknown,
but so young that even though she had seen him,
she can't remember his look.
Having a child to brought up,
her mother was very busy at work,
leaving only ayumi,
and her granny,
thus ayumi was very close to her granny.
When ayumi was going for her very first singles,
she talk to her hospitalized granny who was in a coma state,
"Granny,I'm going to tokyo for my first singles,please wait for me to come back."
After telling her granny,
her granny shed tears,
it is not possible for a person in coma to have any action.
And then,ayumi left for tokyo,
when she was in tokyo,
she wrote a letter for her granny and faxed to the hospital,
but that's something she didn't know,
it was a letter of no recipant.
Ayumi then work under avex company,
until avex planned to have a collection album for ayumi.
It was 2001,
and only 3 years since ayumi came out to sing.
why is it so fast to have a collection,
does it mean it's the end of ayumi hamasaki's career?
This was how ayumi think at that time.
But even though under unwillingness,
it's still company's choice,
she still had to followed.
So the album came out.
The album's name is,
A Best.
Until now we still can tell how ayumi felt at that time everytime we see the cover of the album.
A very close up ayumi face,
with a tears drop.
But,
after the album was out,
the company came to ayumi said that they are trying to understand how ayumi feel.
And I don't know what did the company said to ayumi,
or what benefit they offered ayumi,
ever since,
I can no longer feel the sad,the deep,and...the reality in ayumi's eyes.
(P.S:wa very tired weekend i have ar,i wan to rest this week ar!!.)
日曜日, 4月 20
feeling and thoughts
Similar scene=
alan kwan,
alan black mountain demon,
kwan xiaoqian.tom caichen.
match make no hapiness.
Alan melissa,
alan perfect cell,
melissa qiqi.
jerry ke lin.have to let go.
We don harm humans.margins boundaries annoying.
sister only end with tragic.
--Alan,a friend of tom
(P.S:ha today sunday very nice da!)
alan kwan,
alan black mountain demon,
kwan xiaoqian.tom caichen.
match make no hapiness.
Alan melissa,
alan perfect cell,
melissa qiqi.
jerry ke lin.have to let go.
We don harm humans.margins boundaries annoying.
sister only end with tragic.
--Alan,a friend of tom
(P.S:ha today sunday very nice da!)
日曜日, 4月 13
Tranquillity.
13th April,Sunny
Today is Sunday,
a fresh start for the week,
god said,
and also a day to rest.
Fresh breeze,warm sunshine,
everything is so new,so calm.
feel so,
peaceful.
I like the feeling.
I had a dream last night,
inside the dream,
I talked to my father,
I don't remember the contents.
Just talk.
And I was with alot of money too,
I was trying tp pick them up,
all of them,
wait till one person ask me,
"Are those really that important to you?"
And suddenly I woke up from the dream,
...
and from reality.
(P.S:ar munchkin is so fun to play ar hahaha.)
Today is Sunday,
a fresh start for the week,
god said,
and also a day to rest.
Fresh breeze,warm sunshine,
everything is so new,so calm.
feel so,
peaceful.
I like the feeling.
I had a dream last night,
inside the dream,
I talked to my father,
I don't remember the contents.
Just talk.
And I was with alot of money too,
I was trying tp pick them up,
all of them,
wait till one person ask me,
"Are those really that important to you?"
And suddenly I woke up from the dream,
...
and from reality.
(P.S:ar munchkin is so fun to play ar hahaha.)
金曜日, 4月 11
Tears no more
When a woman cries,
the woman will be protected.
When a man cries,
the man,
will be questioned how can he do this.
Crying,
for woman is a weapon,
whenever they use,they never fail.
Crying,
for man is a weakness,
showing it is a no no.
Who say male and female are equal?
When a guy fail a girl ,girl can cry.
When a girl tricked a guy,guy can only lie.
...
When a man crying because of his wife running away with other guys,
and a man cry because of his team fails in a war.
Ask yourself which is more man to u?
A man would only shed tears for another man,
only a true man would understand this.
(P.S:ar!!!sian na all the ppl i know are busy busy busy!!!!)
the woman will be protected.
When a man cries,
the man,
will be questioned how can he do this.
Crying,
for woman is a weapon,
whenever they use,they never fail.
Crying,
for man is a weakness,
showing it is a no no.
Who say male and female are equal?
When a guy fail a girl ,girl can cry.
When a girl tricked a guy,guy can only lie.
...
When a man crying because of his wife running away with other guys,
and a man cry because of his team fails in a war.
Ask yourself which is more man to u?
A man would only shed tears for another man,
only a true man would understand this.
(P.S:ar!!!sian na all the ppl i know are busy busy busy!!!!)
水曜日, 4月 9
金曜日, 4月 4
LOVELESS
Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess decends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting
Act I
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war
One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner
But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again
Act II
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation
He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends
Act III
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey
He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends
Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again
Act IV
My soul corrupted by vengence
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
-Loveless,Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core
(P.S:aiyer Musou Orochi so hard to play na!!!)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess decends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting
Act I
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war
One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner
But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again
Act II
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation
He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends
Act III
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey
He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends
Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again
Act IV
My soul corrupted by vengence
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
-Loveless,Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core
(P.S:aiyer Musou Orochi so hard to play na!!!)
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