Have been doing good.

Although I don't write here frequently now but no matter what I do just the thought of there is always a place for me to speak is enough to me.



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TO BUY:

Ankle pouch

Bao wen lunch box

Boxers (5)

DSLR camera

English wen fa xi lie black cover

Haircut

HD TV

Healthy snacks for work

IPhone

Kang Yong's book

long pants (excercise)

Magic card

Laptop (High performance)

Red watch

Shoes for long journey

Slippers

Spectacles

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TO REMEMBER:

Be cool

Can't take prawn heads

COmment only on the understood subjects

Donate olf stuffs instead of throwing them away

Don't get cocoa butter body soap

Don't buy any new clothes( until I've slimmed down)

Don't play notes

Don't recall with nolstagia

Go to m1 shop and enquire about phone reception problem

Habit: A late night a week

Learning: English

Learning: Japanese

Learning: Piano Guitar

Learning: Tai Ji

Learning: To say no

Learning: To tolerate

Learning: To schedule down my activities

Learn to read sentences only so is not to slow down the reading

Look for old memorable songs

Habit: A late night a week

Habit: Magic online

Habit: Sure porn websites not more than twice a week

Habit: To record down my schedule in calendar

Habit: To sort my mind every two weeks

HD TV 8ms-4ms 720-108

Manren songs

Not having haircut this month

Quote: Love rain drop because am an incarnation from the above

Respect magician

PR= Public relation

Sell asking

Speak elegantly

Think in English

To get an O level certificate

To read a 200 pages book every two weeks

To read 2 pages of columns everyday

To start exercising an hour five days a week(Running, basketall)

To slim down to 70kg

To treat my face

To use up all my Blackshot items hours

To write goals in life on a paper and keep in my wallet

1. 35 from jerii

To motivate:

A car

A house like Shinchan or a condominum

Being a MAGIC judge

Don't worry about the unknown

Do things that make my love myself

Don't keep looking around

Don't easily pick up new hobbies

Few friends but good ones

Horoscope: Noise,

Horoscope: Black, Camourflage, Cold blooded, Emotional, Fire, Lust, Mysterious, Pluto, Scorpio, Temptation, Neat

Horoscope: Coffee animal stripes, maroon

Horoscope: Chocolate, Candy

Horoscope: Library, Music shop, Sea, Quiet places

Job's hapiness level

Know faults, corrects faults, but don't admit them

Live life happily

Live my life, don't be bothered

I can settle with myself, but not with friends

It's okay to break some rules once in a while

Independence makes me stronger

Prioritise my priorities

Simple hobbies

Sort things out and think back after three years

Think in a optimistic way is very crucial

Think further

To keep lower half in check to better control myself

To write down my thoughts everyday ( talking to myself)

With creativity you won't get starved

When in the wrong situation, don't make decision

What life do I want

Working hard planning and concentrate living once planned

SYNDROME:

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Cold legs

likes to sleep

Weak limbs

LINKS:

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Bazi - http://wofs.com/index.php?Cool Illustration - http://www.padmag.cn/

E-books - http://www.freeopenbook.com/sorcerers-stone/pg_0068.htm

English Learning - http://www.speakspeak.com/

Mousehunt Tools - https://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=0ApQ2E8kH4UvzdF9kTFVrSmVtTXlqby1FT2o1bWdaUUE&hl=en&output=html

Royi Blog - http://122015365.qzone.qq.com/

Taiwan Variety Shows - http://www.maplestage.com/

option=com_jumi&fileid=7

Magic Comic - http://www.arcadiafloresville.com/manascrewed/comic.php?issue=1 http://ugmadness.net/

Harry potter - http://www.taybacuniversity.edu.vn/elib/Van%20hoc/Harry%20Potter%203%20%28J.K%20Rowling%29%20%28nguyen%20ban%20tieng%20Anh%29.pdf

MTG Saturday School - http://www.wizards.com/Magic/Magazine/Article.aspx?x=mtgcom/daily/jc40

Starting date:

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Geography - January 05, 2011

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Trying to find the sense of peace back to myself.

Yesterday was quite a long day for me I suppose as I had been out since 9 in the morning and would not be home until 3 in the morning on the next day.

My mind have been a mess since then and haven't been able to concentrate on my usual stuff.

What's more is that I would still need to go trough things I have not interests in for the rest of the day with this kind of emotions attached.

Wish me luck in find back those peaceful sense.

No, I am going to seek it back with efforts instead of luck.

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Keep having the thought to whether or not to go and get the sling bag at Uniqlo I eyed on during new year eve. I need to be more decisive on this kind of issue. Be more subjective, this isn't that difficult of a problem as it might seems. Since I really want the bag why should I cared to worry so much? Once decided, go ahead and do it without second thought. Tomorrow, as planned.

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Calming, and quite a tiring day. Keeping a good work on my studying for not being too slacked the whole day. Grateful that I need to work on this Friday to make up the loss for having two off days next week. Though I wasn't very pleased on how I had reacted when I heard the news. But well, I can't be that consistent the whole day. I will try to meet the expectation nonetheless.


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Looking after myself

January 04, 2011
Sunny, Still itchy




To put things straight, I'm starting to hate my life more and more lately. Things have to change. There is no way I'm gonna be happy if the situation doesn't improve. I can never be living with what I have now. I must pursue for the things I want for my life. I know I can shape my life the way I want if I was given the chance. Some belief deep in my heart has been giving me the hints of that I'm capable. I'm very sure I shouldn't rush things nor hope for my life will change overnight but the current situation I'm in often pulls me back to the depressing side. I have to keep myself going. In order to achieve a consistency in my activities I have to occasionally make exceptions. I can't always be sleeping early nor not eating when I'm hungry nor keeping myself under control. I have to make exceptions and I know very well that those exceptions are gonna harm me as long as I keep them in a healthy level of frequency. I must understand the advantages and disadvantages thoroughly. I cannot simply be mad and blame myself for breaking the rules I set for myself.

Flexibility plays a crucial part for healthy life.
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I shall not fall. For who I am.

January 03, 2011
Rainy, down but rigid


Today, I have been bothered by the same old feeling again. The feeling I have never liked. I have trying to fight it but to no avail. I know it's a tough enemy, but through experience I know being calm is the best weapon for it as panic will only let it swallow me like how wild fire swallows forests.
And I know no matter how I try to fight it, I can never get rid of it permanently. I know best. I must learn to live and get around it. With the help of my beliefs and the desire to find friends to support me. Currently only the beliefs are the weapons I can muster as I still haven't known any one who can help me with this fight yet. I know with the beliefs I will remain in this fight. I can. I know I can. Yes, I am able to fight it with my beliefs. My beliefs are not to be doubted or forgotten by me. They are the most important things in my life. Nothing's gonna top them. That is it, I don't doubt my beliefs, because for why I have them I can overcome obstacles in my journey for the goals in my life. I cannot fall. For that I have strong beliefs. Past encounters of the unpleasant stuff aren't gonna get me again. Because of beliefs. Never forget them. I will not forget them.

I do not forget them.
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