2008 八月十八号 阴
不要误会，我是说我的气变长了。
一直以来，我从来没有连续跑过二点四公里，但是今天我做到了哈哈。。。真的蛮开心的呢。。。
八点的时候我睡了一觉。。。那时后刚好开始下雨。。。我躺在床上。。。
听着窗外的雨声（从我房间是看不到外面的只能用听的诺）。。。
突然间我觉得我是幸运的。。。因为我能够在下雨天的夜晚得以躺在床上不被雨虽水淋湿。。。想象那些不幸的人。。。
羞耻心不由得浮上心头。。。不知道大家现在会不会也有这样的想法呢？。。。
皆、気をつけて.
月曜日, 8月 18
日曜日, 8月 17
金曜日, 8月 15
木曜日, 5月 15
15/3/08
I have no idea what to wirte,
just feel like writing something,
i don feel good now,
been thinking many things.
I just find that my friend is getting further and further away from me ler,
or,
am i the one who is getting away?
i dunno.
i dunno what to do now,
no work,
no income,
well,
its not a problem to me if i don work,
but i tell u,
i am not going to like the feeling been staying at home for whole day,
i will be facing my laptop and surf those stupid website that other ppl like me will go too.
My father,
well i nv talked to him for almost 1 year already or more then that i don quite remember already.
ok his sister which is my auntie,
's son passed away,
i heard is still quite young,
because of brain tumor.
...
this bring back the issue of life and death to me again.
this is a issue i have always,and will always thought about one.
i dunno,
i just don understand since we all will go someday,
in the first place why should we come to this world?
to suffe,or to enjoy?
or sadly,
wait for the day to come?
is just a question that will nv have an answer while u are still living,
so,
be it.
friends are getting busy and busy,
leave just me alone,
they are all busy studying,
busy doing something they think is important,
stupid.
We live,we be memories,and eventually a history.
just feel like writing something,
i don feel good now,
been thinking many things.
I just find that my friend is getting further and further away from me ler,
or,
am i the one who is getting away?
i dunno.
i dunno what to do now,
no work,
no income,
well,
its not a problem to me if i don work,
but i tell u,
i am not going to like the feeling been staying at home for whole day,
i will be facing my laptop and surf those stupid website that other ppl like me will go too.
My father,
well i nv talked to him for almost 1 year already or more then that i don quite remember already.
ok his sister which is my auntie,
's son passed away,
i heard is still quite young,
because of brain tumor.
...
this bring back the issue of life and death to me again.
this is a issue i have always,and will always thought about one.
i dunno,
i just don understand since we all will go someday,
in the first place why should we come to this world?
to suffe,or to enjoy?
or sadly,
wait for the day to come?
is just a question that will nv have an answer while u are still living,
so,
be it.
friends are getting busy and busy,
leave just me alone,
they are all busy studying,
busy doing something they think is important,
stupid.
We live,we be memories,and eventually a history.
月曜日, 4月 28
Evolution or Revolution
When until a certain amount of age,
a person will change.
Ayumi Hamasaki,
born in Fukuoka in 1978,
second of october.
she was brought up by her mother and granny,
or more appropriate,
her granny.
It is said that her father left her when she was very young,
reason unknown,
but so young that even though she had seen him,
she can't remember his look.
Having a child to brought up,
her mother was very busy at work,
leaving only ayumi,
and her granny,
thus ayumi was very close to her granny.
When ayumi was going for her very first singles,
she talk to her hospitalized granny who was in a coma state,
"Granny,I'm going to tokyo for my first singles,please wait for me to come back."
After telling her granny,
her granny shed tears,
it is not possible for a person in coma to have any action.
And then,ayumi left for tokyo,
when she was in tokyo,
she wrote a letter for her granny and faxed to the hospital,
but that's something she didn't know,
it was a letter of no recipant.
Ayumi then work under avex company,
until avex planned to have a collection album for ayumi.
It was 2001,
and only 3 years since ayumi came out to sing.
why is it so fast to have a collection,
does it mean it's the end of ayumi hamasaki's career?
This was how ayumi think at that time.
But even though under unwillingness,
it's still company's choice,
she still had to followed.
So the album came out.
The album's name is,
A Best.
Until now we still can tell how ayumi felt at that time everytime we see the cover of the album.
A very close up ayumi face,
with a tears drop.
But,
after the album was out,
the company came to ayumi said that they are trying to understand how ayumi feel.
And I don't know what did the company said to ayumi,
or what benefit they offered ayumi,
ever since,
I can no longer feel the sad,the deep,and...the reality in ayumi's eyes.
(P.S:wa very tired weekend i have ar,i wan to rest this week ar!!.)
a person will change.
Ayumi Hamasaki,
born in Fukuoka in 1978,
second of october.
she was brought up by her mother and granny,
or more appropriate,
her granny.
It is said that her father left her when she was very young,
reason unknown,
but so young that even though she had seen him,
she can't remember his look.
Having a child to brought up,
her mother was very busy at work,
leaving only ayumi,
and her granny,
thus ayumi was very close to her granny.
When ayumi was going for her very first singles,
she talk to her hospitalized granny who was in a coma state,
"Granny,I'm going to tokyo for my first singles,please wait for me to come back."
After telling her granny,
her granny shed tears,
it is not possible for a person in coma to have any action.
And then,ayumi left for tokyo,
when she was in tokyo,
she wrote a letter for her granny and faxed to the hospital,
but that's something she didn't know,
it was a letter of no recipant.
Ayumi then work under avex company,
until avex planned to have a collection album for ayumi.
It was 2001,
and only 3 years since ayumi came out to sing.
why is it so fast to have a collection,
does it mean it's the end of ayumi hamasaki's career?
This was how ayumi think at that time.
But even though under unwillingness,
it's still company's choice,
she still had to followed.
So the album came out.
The album's name is,
A Best.
Until now we still can tell how ayumi felt at that time everytime we see the cover of the album.
A very close up ayumi face,
with a tears drop.
But,
after the album was out,
the company came to ayumi said that they are trying to understand how ayumi feel.
And I don't know what did the company said to ayumi,
or what benefit they offered ayumi,
ever since,
I can no longer feel the sad,the deep,and...the reality in ayumi's eyes.
(P.S:wa very tired weekend i have ar,i wan to rest this week ar!!.)
日曜日, 4月 20
feeling and thoughts
Similar scene=
alan kwan,
alan black mountain demon,
kwan xiaoqian.tom caichen.
match make no hapiness.
Alan melissa,
alan perfect cell,
melissa qiqi.
jerry ke lin.have to let go.
We don harm humans.margins boundaries annoying.
sister only end with tragic.
--Alan,a friend of tom
(P.S:ha today sunday very nice da!)
alan kwan,
alan black mountain demon,
kwan xiaoqian.tom caichen.
match make no hapiness.
Alan melissa,
alan perfect cell,
melissa qiqi.
jerry ke lin.have to let go.
We don harm humans.margins boundaries annoying.
sister only end with tragic.
--Alan,a friend of tom
(P.S:ha today sunday very nice da!)
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